book

I haven't been flying lately, just did a couple of airport alerts and I was on call today and scheduled to be on call tomorrow. I've also been following Dancing With The Stars, I even voted. I've been a fan of Cheryl Burke and spent a lot of time looking information of her in the net and youtube. But like so many fanatic things I've done in the past, I know this one will pass, too. I was a huge fan of the show JAG and joined a lot of message boards and mailing lists when it was on. Soon, my fanatic mode for the show passed and I didn't even watch the series finale. I also became a Shania Twain fan and after a couple of months, that too, passed. I guess I just get tired of things easily.

Anyway, tonight the guy that I'm talking to back home, "The Chef" serenaded me with a few songs over the phone. Awww....and we haven't even had our first date yet cause whenever I was home our schedule clashed. Anyway, hopefully I'll have more entertainment tomorrow since I've virtually read most of Cheryl Burke's articles and watched most videos (so I think the phase of this fan would pass soon enough)...I think I'll just pick up a book...

Inspiration

Right now I'm in my blah stage. I'm not sad, I'm not happy. I enjoy going to different places but I can't help but to feel lonely sometimes. I'm away from my family most of the time, I'm broke most of the time, and it's not as if I'm actually looking for a boyfriend. There's this guy I'm talking to right now back home but I'm not into him, even though he's a great singer and a chef to boot! On top of that, I might actually have to relocate here at my base because there's a possibily that I'll be holding a line by summer/end of next year, which means Cleveland is out of the picture. And I like Cleveland :( But I also like the flying out of my base right now. I wish I have an inspiration...